Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Trials Make The Heart Grow Stronger.... Or Unbearable..

       Today, My heart goes out to my daughter, Andrea. I was roaming the house looking for her Pacifier since it was time for her to go to bed, and she can never seem to function without that thing! haha
But as i was walking past her room about to search the house; i saw her kissing the pictures of her daddy hanging on her wall. 

~BACK IN TIME!!!!~ 
The reason she isn't kissing him instead of a picture of him is because he has been away and out of our home for 4 weeks now, doing some training in preparation to deploy to iraq this november and will be gone one more week from today. 

~BACK TO THE PRESENT~
So she has been VERY confused and sad as to WHY daddy left and why he isn't coming home, It just hurts my heart to see HER so hurt... I just wish she could understand, "daddy is away for work. He loves you, and can't wait to come home and see you again, it's not your fault he's gone, ect.."
But in one week she will be the happiest little girl in the world, but seeing this glimps of how she is when her favorite person in the world is gone... really makes me dread 12 months of him being away not only for myself (cause i will miss him sooooo much) but for my children, He is such a good father and they love him so much, they know daddy loves them they can feel it when he's here. 
Keep The girls in your prayers, that they may be comforted and helped to better understand the situation for when he's deployed. 




"When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost...Count your many blessings; money CANNOT buy, And you will be singing as the days go by"

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